Today Dr.Madeline told me that my X-ray shown 60 degree curve. I wasn't really shocked but I was hoping the number won't go to six. It was disappointing. I had to be pretend that I'm fine with it. There was nothing I could do. That was the truth. I tried.
Because of 60 degree, now I have to do more exercises, extra 20 minutes of being tied up on the bench. It is difficult but I have to suck it up and be patient. Total time now on the bench will be about 50 minutes. Lay down with body and head facing right for 20 minutes and 10 minutes for head facing up to the ceiling and last 20 minutes will be doing the same as first part of 20 minutes but with body & head facing left side. The firm pillow put under my right arm makes me feel paralyzed and I couldn't move my body because of the firmly tie-up. I should ask therapist to take a photo for me, so that I can show it here to everyone. I prayed to God, to help me get through this. In the same time I was also wondering the rest of my life of being like this and bla bla bla. Yes, I know. Be positive. But you are not me. You're not the person in such situation. I am trying to be strong here. Yes, I keep telling myself that.
I didn't learn new techniques today because of they have to change plan for my therapy. With 60 degree, they seem so concerned. And today I felt pain in my lower back til Dr.Madeline had to came & consulted me. Thank you all. I know you were just trying to make me feel better. And it did, thank you so much.
With extra 20 minutes, now my therapy session hour will be almost 2 hours. Yes. It will be my every weekend leisure activity for next few months.
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