Recovery (Sick part 2)

I can't say I'm 100% okay by now, because my body tells me its not. I just feel it. It is not that my mind was all over negative thought. But at least, I'm fine now.

Ulcers were gone. No more headache. Sleep well now.
My taste is coming back slowly as well.
Something is lacking of. Its my energy.
I need to get it back.

Today is Monday. Another new week. Last night I kept telling myself I must do something starts tomorrow, especially find a job. I supposed to rest after I resigned last month but I couldn't rest enough. I have been causing a mess my partner's normal daily routine. It didn't feel right if I didn't work. People like us, always need to work. Work for the whole life. It's fate, har? Well, let it be then.

2011 is a tough year to me.
Is this fate too? Let it be? What would you do if you are in my position...
God Bless everyone and those quake & tsunami victims in Japan.

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